Fri 22 Aug 2008
It has been 7 days. 7 days since I held Saffie in my arms cuddled against my shoulder as the vet injected her with the drug that would slow her heart to the point it stopped and give her release from her earthly bonds. Most people are amazed I held her while it was happening. Why would you do that? Simple answer is why not? She hated the vet table and would always try to climb up on you to get away from it. And one of the places she loved to be was up on my shoulder. So when the vet asked if I wanted to hold her the only answer was yes. I will admit as he administered the drug and Saffie slowly relaxed down against me it really hit hard. I knew she wasn’t cuddling in for a nap, that she was being taken from us. That we would never again get to hold her or cuddle with her. Thirteen years is not enough time.
We still miss you Sapphire.